Sunday, May 20, 2007
Goodbye Apathy?
It was weird getting all excited about seeing the big fat word SALE,
baralling through crowds, madly swinging our paperbags around just to clear the path.
No, we are not Aunty, just deprived.
I miss the time in UK which our really madcap spending sprees
'oh that looks nice, buy it!'
'Yea, hmmm okay'
Just like that, without asking 'Do I look fat' a bazillion times.
I have a strange new fascination with the Theater, it amazes me, must be fun to not be yourself for a bit, to be someone made by someone else.
Its like a huge game of pretend, when you step into clothes, shoes which are way too big for you as a kid and run around just pretending.
Must be a nice feeling. Forgot it.
Anyway I am killing time, I gave up trying to get my parents to leave the house early so I can head down to the club earlier.
I want to go see the horses for a bit, I miss them, their silly-ness.
Thought about something to blog about, realised it was not right to talk about it,
Would sound like I am some crazy kid.
'Lets go into Depression!'
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Coffee&textbooks
Its halfway through the exams and I question myself,
Why am I even online?
Watching Heroes (which happens to be so awesome) and blogging.
Someone just hit me on the head with a Chem textbook.
Youtube is taking exceptionally long today, makes me jittery
Today, is oddly and un-nervingly relaxing. I should stop worrying that I am not worried.
Anyway had our 1st not-so-secret meeting, over good food and even weirder jokes.
Discussing freely about how certain assets might come slapping you in the face.
I just discovered the wonderful links on Syl's blog, only she can come up with things like these.
I LOVE THE RABBITS
Anyway I will stop thinking about how badly I screwed up all my papers and concentrate on happy things.
Like well, uh smiley faces
Did I mention how stupid some papers where, I really could not care less about how much joules is needed to cook a stupid piece of meat and how many pieces of meat i can put in to make sure it is all cooked.
JUST POKE THE STUPID THING AND MAKE SURE IT IS BROWN. So much for trying to domesticate us.
THIS PISSES ME OFF BY EXPONENTIAL AMOUNTS.
You can imagine how I felt mid way through the physics paper, but i pray and hope that at least SOME of genius Chen's knowledge of physics diffused over to me.
Oh God, help me through the rest of this torturous week and let me survive till my shopping spree.